It’s the day before November 1st. To most people, today is just Halloween….but to people like me….
This. This is a picture I took of myself, sitting cross-legged on my bed at 3pm this afternoon.
What am I doing?
I’m editing my novel. Finally.
This is a story I penned FOUR years ago and then put down and neglected while I put my career and family above my dream.
I put it down, but it has haunted me nearly every day.
The time is finally right – it is time to finish what I started so very long ago.
I have a lot of work ahead of me, but I’m going to make everyone moment totally worth it.
This will consume me.
This will teach me.
I don’t care if it kills me – This. Will. Happen.
This will be my life for the next while.
I will not let my writing fade from view.
…found this on the inter-webs somewhere. It totally fits my present state:
This may be a weird thing to say…but unless you are a part of the fiction I have created, I want nothing to do with you tonight.
I have no control right now – my characters have dragged me into the world I built for them. They won’t let me out.
I really hope I am not going crazy…
My goodness – I am loving this.